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A verse that suddenly came to my mind

  • Nov. 27th, 2009 at 10:30 AM
KiraFreedom
I was actually thinking what i should my entries be about today when suddenly the holy spirit came to me and tell to filp the bible on new testament... I took at least 8 mins to actually find that verse but well, i found it...


Matthew 9:10 - 9:13

10.While Jesus as having dinner as Matthew's house, many tax collectors and "sinners" came and ate with him and his disciples. 11. When the Pharisees saw this they asked his disciples. "why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and "sinners"? 12.On hearing this, Jesus said, "It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. 13.But go and learn what this means: "I desire mercy, not sacrifice." For i have not come to call the righteous, but sinners."

this is the verse that actually reminded me why I have accept christ into my life... For i have sin...






signing out,
Kirafreedom

Hmmm... this is tricky...

  • Nov. 26th, 2009 at 1:01 PM
KiraFreedom
Deleted due to request...










signing out,
KiraFreedom

just some thoughts

  • Nov. 25th, 2009 at 10:43 PM
KiraFreedom
Hi people,

Two weeks since i last blog... basically, i am just too lazy to blog... but i just feel that i should update...


Alots of things had happen after i recieved christ into my life... I actually cannot believe it, but well, i do, most of the things that happen to me now, it all god's will... And, god has already plan my life for me... it took me a week to understand this, but it will take longer for me to understand god's purpose in my life, but, i will just follow him, without questions, without doubt, just follow him, get embrace by his love, worship him and love him... HE the one that made me think back my past, HE's the one that made me see the darkness in my heart... Through Genesis, I saw how god actually works, how he love those who love him... The flood of the world, Noak's Arc... and many more stories in that book that actually made me cry... I feel his love for me, that can match up to nobody...




that all i got to said....










signing off,
kirafreedom

New start, new life, total changes

  • Nov. 11th, 2009 at 10:16 PM
KiraFreedom


Hello peeps,

It's been long since i last blog, as usual, so, i shall blog about the recent changes in my life... Well, for starters, I am more cheerful than i normally to... Andf i learn to forgive and forget... I am starting to look at life more positively, and i am starting to smile again... All thanks to the grace of God, with the help of my dear dear adeline... Although most of my friends that knew what happen might said alot of things, or even gossip about it, but i do not care less, because i know what she has done for me... I am grateful, and i will, and shall treasure this for the rest of my life...




And, i brought a new HP MINI notebook for just wooping $113!!!! Can u guys believe it??? I shall talk about this more on my next entry with my desktop... lol...



 










 









 

PS :  I don't care how things will turn out, as long as we love each our, our love will be bless by everyone, that is all i can said... Vengeful heart will get u no where...

For now i know why HE wanted to sent ppl down against me... But i shall not pursuit it any further...


 










 





Signing out,
KiraFreedom

Thoughts... hmm...

  • Nov. 2nd, 2009 at 12:19 PM
KiraFreedom
hi world...

it been long since i last touch this, after the [notice board] issues... Well, right now, i am currently in school and decided to blog, about my feelings, if i don't blog about it, i just dun feel right about it... Somehow...

No matter how many person is going to read this entries, i am still going to blog about this because i just feel like it...






























to not proceed if you don't like me....
































y








I just came to realise that I have been shutting myself down for at least a decade, or even more... from the start of primary school till now, i don't know what is happy, or sad, neither is anger nor stress... I don't have feelings at all, it like, i am living on a "AI" system, everyday just live it like it is, depending on the location or the mood of the day to determine it i should be happy, sad, or angry....

To me, i have only been living in a live of darkness, without light, without love, without friendship or to keep it short, without anything... I dunno how to feel, i dunno how to love, i dunno know anything...

Everyone abandoned me... that what i told myself.... every single day...

Friends?? What are they call??? i have no idea...

Who can i consider as friends??? NO idea...

Where are my friends??? No idea where...

Where should i start looking for friends??? no idea either...

Is there anyone out there whom will guide me out of all this sicken feelings of mine??? I am sick and tired of all this already... Nobody i can count on, trust on...


And everybody just condemn me... nobody understand me... everyone thinks that i am wrong... 



















BUT.......................................................................................................................




























only 1 person dun think that i did wrong... and HE show me the fact about my life.... that is why i am able to blog about this... Cos, whenever i wanna blog, i wouldn't dare... cos there will be people that will start stuff... which i don't wanna now...

even till now, my heart is shaking with fear, thinking more people will hate me, but no matter, even if the whole world hates me... I knw, there is one person that will love me, for HIS love holds no bound... it endless... and is real....

I was guide back to him by the very same person that i hurt... Funny eh??? Supposingly she should hate me for the rest of her life... But, instead of hating me, she gave me a second chance, she show me to HIM once again, she let me know what the word, "LOVE" actually means, and she show me my past... and how i know i have been living in darkness, is HE who show it to me... and I AM NOT LYING...

Maybe people don't understand me... But, i am learning to understand myself... i am still learning, and HE and my dear will guide me...




















If you think that this is all bullshit... there is fine... 


I have seen miracle... my friend raymond has also seen the same miracle... and i have no point lying to everyone cos HE is watching...

















signing out,
KiraFreedom




 

NoticeBoard 01

  • Oct. 26th, 2009 at 11:53 AM
KiraFreedom
To kimberly: Before u ask me to shut up, please, get your facts right, since u like to make your own fact out of thin air, than i will show u the proof that I am not lying and I nv made a promise to go back to her... and connie left a message for you... and u can carry on your silly little games with her..


corn
ask u something
did u talk to kim recently?

(i don't even want to talk to her, so you think will i talk to her in the fucking first place?)

 

nvm
thx alto

(thanks a lot for? i didn't help you in any way also. lame~)

 

ok, look here... i am talking to you nicely
(i now feeling fucking du lan lah, can or not?!!)

 

must u reply in that kind of way??/
(i guai lan ar, why? cannot?  already say i fucking du lan le right?)

 

so u saw her facebook tag la???
(you think i so free so see her people's FB account?)

 

chey
wa
like tat liao lor... scold me bodoh liao lor
win liao
nvm...

(yes, i am like this. like it or leave~)

 

she tag in fb
ppl tell me de
(people tell you, you believe? bodoh ar?)

 

cos she said i promise to return to you la... and all other shit
so ya

(please man~  since when will you return to me? you are more than happy that i leave you, right?)

 

tat why... she like machim want me die like de
(of course, want you to die lah. ha~ you ask her for the reason lah. easy as ABC.)

 

dun even know how she came up with that story actually

(you go and ask her yourself lah. lame shit~)

 

cheeze
dun even wanna talk to her

(you don't even want to talk to her le, do you think i will want to talk to her?)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

P/S: i don't know if you will fucking see my this blog but whatever lah. you want to see, you see. you not happy? siam one side. cause this is my blog, i will write whatever i fucking feel like and i have every rights to write about anything unless i violate any other peoples' copyrights. first thing first, heard from someone that you think he will fucking return to me?  hahaha~  so naive~  you are so wrong about this man. why i say so?  he is even more than happy that i leave him.  why? cause very simple, i don't have the looks, i don't have the figure. my attitude and character sucks and i am just another nonsense to him. and i am the one who initial the break up. so why fred?  we will never patch back like last time already. cause this time, the situation is fucking different already.  and somebody is more than happy now. so why bother?  he sure can take care of himself de.  if you don't know what the hell is fucking going on, i suggest that you diam diam bah.  cause this matter is between me and him.  you are already in a relationship yourself. i suggests that you care for your own relationship ya?  and get this clear into your head, me and him will not return like last time anymore. no way. no hell way. he will be living his own life and i will live my own life too. he can be with anyone that he wants to be now, also not my fucking business. cause we are impossible to be together anymore. so get this clear into your head or what so ever.  poeple always say that when couples break, do not patch back cause you never know if things will still be the same. guess i already understood it's meaning already. and i freaking agree with it. not that i regret of patching back with him or what. i have always never regret with any decisions that i have made before. but i can honestly i tell you after so many things had happened to us. we are both tired already. just that we are still holding on to deceive ourselves.  this so call love story has come to an end in one way or another. i ended it and so be it. no more hard feelings. no more holding on. just let it go like downpour. i am feeling so carefree now. isn't this better for me? and perhaps for him also?  what is love?  "love" this word, is just another bullshit cock story... its not a fantasy, its for real. and reality kills BIG TIME...

 

 

 

 

 

 

ah corn is living a carefree life right now and she is superb duperb happy about it.   (: ]



Happy now??? So, shut up, carry on with your life, go get prepare for your wedding and please... Dun disturb my dear anymore, how we wanna live it is our choice, judgement by god? Ha... dun make me laugh, even a non christian like me knew that god won't judge us according to the things we done wrong for he is merciful but for he judge on the things that we are called to do...



u wanna me to shut up??? Sure, this is my last message to you, from now on, i will shut my gap permanently to your stuff...


And being a gentlemen, let me wish u a happy marriage ^^


And dun curse people... ^^















signing out,
KiraFreedom

 

NoticeBoard 00

  • Oct. 25th, 2009 at 9:43 AM
KiraFreedom
To Kimberly : If you think that you are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO great, and SOOOOOOOOOOOOO right about me being the ALL TIME BAD GUY, than I am sorry to said that "You're wrong..." And one last thing for you, Don't even freaking care if you are going to read this or not, "SINCE WHEN DID I SAID THAT I WILL RETURN TO CONNIE SIDE AFTER THIS BROKE UP??? FROM WHICH FREAKING SOURCE ARE LOOKING AT???"

All right, that enough, i don't really want to talk to a shallow soul... that don't even know anything, and yet, trying to meddle into other people's life... take care of your life first, lady...







Signing out,
KiraFreedom

Random Stuff... Real Random Part 16

  • Oct. 20th, 2009 at 11:54 PM
KiraFreedom
Edited... Those that have view it, good for you...










signing out,
KiraFreedom



PS: I am happy now... really happy... and my smile and laughter... are real... =)

Random Stuff... Real Random Part 15

  • Oct. 11th, 2009 at 9:09 AM
KiraFreedom




First of all, Happy birthday to Sir Hafiz.... haha

Yesterday was a hectic day... running on full hse at night... =.=m do until panting sia... haiz...


Nothing much to update... so ya... will stop here....




























[TO NURHACI : IF i am useless, you are 10X times worst than me... I think i know the hell are you... so, before saying me I am useless... say it to yourself... that all i can said to you... keep that "you are fucking mature" attitude, Cos i know u aren't... you can twist the story around for all i care... you can tell the whole world how bad i am... Because... well... I don't care... face me rather than tag only ppl blog and block me from MSN and delete me from facebook??? Running away?? OR u are giving the "I dun even wanna see that useless guys face... oh well... HUMANS... =)]














signing off,
KiraFreedom
 

Random Stuff... Real Random Part 14

  • Oct. 9th, 2009 at 10:44 AM
KiraFreedom
Yesterday was a nice day for me... went seoul garden with my gan jie michelle and bro samuel with thier friends for dinner... we had fun talking, eating and chatting away like nobody's business... We laugh loudly... crack stupid jokes... seriously... it been long since i really enjoy myself with my friends... Especially my gan jie whom dotes on me the most... and bro samuel too... HEE...

I shall keep this short... photos will be uploaded via facebook... i will update once the photos has been uploaded to facebook...




[Thanks... Just msn me when u think you can msn me... when you see me online... I do know now... People to care for me... they do know my sadness and pain... they really do...]

Random Stuff... Real Random Part 13

  • Oct. 8th, 2009 at 12:22 AM
KiraFreedom
It been long since i last wrote an entry after 1st of october,,, it been a week... i have been going out with raymond, eunice and michelle during my off days... they are fun to hang out with... really... i think i will start playing [Pump It up] ba... lol...

Tmr meeting my god-sis see yan aka michelle and samuel go seoul garden for dinner... can't wait for tmr...




Note:

- To her that i hurt before: sorry... although I know no thousands of sorry can amend to you... but still... sorry...

- To whom i had love : Great to see that you are hanging out with friends... you do have friends... so don't said that you don't... all the best...

- To myself : I will hide all the things to myself... no longer express it to this lifejournal... only happy things will be here... sad thing will keep to myself... and my closest and trust-worthy friends... and maybe my future love... 

[when you sad... the whole world knows... when I sad... Nobody knows...]






















Signing off:
KiraFreedom

It ended,,,,

  • Oct. 1st, 2009 at 11:58 PM
KiraFreedom
Dear readers...


I will keep this short....


Me and my dearest has broken up....



No explaination needed....



"All I want to tell you, my dearest, is that please... take care of yourself... alright??? We can still be friends... even if we are not couple... We just need time... I hope you can find the guy that will treat you better than I do..."









































"To somebody : Next time... Talk with respect.... don't drag dead people out to scold... No matter what, you are still a teenager, a kid... not an adult... just a friendly and gentle reminder..."






























Signing out,
KiraFreedom

Working With Seoul Garden, Part 1

  • Sep. 29th, 2009 at 1:16 AM
KiraFreedom
Yoz Peeps,

To start off, i will be posting [Working with Seoul Garden.... This is my third week of working at Seoul Garden, Tampines Mall Branch... So far, So good... I learn how to lead in customer to their seats, how to change the Hot Plate, how to put the settings for the tables, how to make the soup base for the different kinds of soup... and all the things I should know for doing Floors, and basic stuff of the restaurant...

Starting from this week,. I will be learning how to be a Runner... I tell you, there's a lot i need to do... and learn... and remember, but..i believe I can make it.... I shall update more on this this....



For now, that all... Visit Seoul Garden... And at the same time visit me as well, and see me at work.... lol... Remember, it's Tampines!!!









Signing OFF, KiraFreedom

Important anouncement

  • Sep. 21st, 2009 at 11:15 AM
KiraFreedom
Attention all readers of this Lifejournal,

There will be no updates from today, 21/09/09 to 24/09/09 as the writer will be attending his grandfather's wake at Pasir Ris drive 1 just behind BLK 640. Sorry for any inconvenience causes, all entries will be back up after 25/09/09. Thank you.









With Regards,
KiraFreedom

A sad day

  • Sep. 20th, 2009 at 11:49 PM
KiraFreedom
Ladies and gentleman,

Today is a sad day for my family....My grandpa, Mr Sim Boon Peng, has left this world peacefully at his youngest Son's house today at around 3pm at the age of 75. He depart was a peaceful one... Everyone was sad... including me... Although i only see him during big family gatherings, and i don't talk to him much... but he's a friendly man... i love my grandpa... He always smile to me when i greet him, although i am not a regular visitor to him... but he still smile at me everytime i greeted him... I miss his smile... really...



I miss my grandpa... i really do....











signing off...
KiraFreedom

Random Stuff... Real Random Part 12

  • Sep. 19th, 2009 at 12:33 AM
KiraFreedom
Random Stuff... Real Random Part 12

Hi folks, I am back to business with random stuff!!! LOL... it like so what the heck... Anyway, let get on with it...

Have been doing nothing much this few days.. the fact that i have been visiting joanne's hse with darling to play a few rounds of mahjong with her and her mum... i guess she's kinda bored and well, addicted to the MAHJONG thingy... can't blame... The first time we played was with 10 cents and well, i won't 10++ DOLLARS... look carefully... DOLLARS!!!! OK!!! After that day of LUCKY winning streak... We decided to change to MONOPOLY money... which is like... WTF?! But oh well... I go along with me, as the saying goes : "Not everyday is a sunday"


TADA!!! lol...


That all for now....Shall continued the next time...


[Working With Seoul Garden]
What's is it like to be working at Seoul garden??? See my views and perspective on this as I, KiraFreedom, go and experiences it myself, and feel how is it like to be working in a environment where people considered it a DIRTY, and i mean DIRTY job, stay tuned people!!!








Signing off,
KiraFreedom



[Life goes on... No matter how all of you look at me, I am still me... Look into the mirror and ask yourself this question : "Do I even have the right to ask another person to change??" For me, I don't, not because I did something wrong or what, It's because you don't ASK people to change, JUST FOR YOUR OWN SAKE, that all people, It's JUST THAT SIMPLE... But, like i SAID before, "thick skull" personal won't be able to understand the BOLD sentences...]

Mr and Mrs Teh's wedding, part 2

  • Sep. 14th, 2009 at 10:17 AM
KiraFreedom
Good Afternoon ladies and gentleman,

Welcome to Part 2 of Mr and Mrs Teh's wedding, Sorry for not updating till today... I have been busy going out these few days.... lol... Anyway, i shall continue with the rest of my entries after this is done... lol... SO...



Let get on with the photos shall we???



Drinking tea offered by Hui Ting's sister...



Introducing Brother Gang first brother : Carmen!!!



Abit blur... but ya.... No.2 of brother gang... ME!!!



The last of the brother gang, Wang Ho!!! the one wearing the blue shirt...



the sister gang... abit blur eh... lol






















alright, i shall stop here for now... stay tuned for part 3, where we show you the decorative items of the chalet... YES, they hold it at the chalet... don't be surprised....


["When she ask me, "won't you miss their company?" My reply is this : "Don't give a damn"]


Signing out,
KiraFreedom

Mr and Mrs Teh's wedding, part 1

  • Sep. 10th, 2009 at 11:08 PM
KiraFreedom
Good day, ladies and gentleman...

Yesterday, September 09, 2009, is one of the greatest date to remember. On this very day, 366 couples exchanges vows, rings, and walked out of the ROM happily, as husband and wife, One of them was my very best friends, a friend that i knew for 9 years. Our meeting was a coincidental one, but nevertheless, a precious one... Because of him, I now can see, who can i consider as friends, he's the one that taught me to accept people for WHO they are, and WHAT they are... For him, poor people is for him to look down on, but, he told me before, after staying in Tampines, and go into neighbourhood schools,  he realized that actually, rich doesn't mean it's good... Although, i don't really like the way he talks, or the ways he acts, and we do argue sometimes over small issues, we are still best buddies till now... And here now, I present to you, My buddy, Mr Teh Yen Loong Eddie, and Mrs Teh Lim Hui Ting, Joyce, all the photos that were taken on that very day...

This is by my darling, Connie's camera when she arrive there after her last paper that day...



The bridegroom Himself... Mr Teh Yen Loong, Eddie



and here Connie with the bride, Mrs Teh Yen Loong... lol~



and these is Hui Ting's parent... lol



both of them doing the "敬茶" ceremony



This is Hui Ting's AHGONG... lol



Look at him smile... lol



Alright, it getting late so I will stop here... there alot of pictures to be uploaded and this will take some time, but don't worry, i will try to finish this by the end of this week... so, for now, all the other entries will be put on hold while i try to finish "Mr and Mrs Teh's wedding" entries as soon as possible, once again, do come back and check for the updates on the wedding photos, and lets hope i can get the video up and running... And to respect of Mrs Teh as she talk to on MSN earlier this evening, I will not upload the RAW video that i took, but the edited version, when the entries is done... so Von Voyage!!



Signing out,
KiraFreedom

Random Stuff... Real Random Part 11

  • Sep. 10th, 2009 at 11:05 AM
KiraFreedom
Before i start on anything from yesterday greatest event, Let me say something my "friends" i usually hang out with... I got to know when i wake up in the morning. My darling is so freaking PISSED off by the blog entries... LOL...


"I wonder who was the one that told me Alvin ws trying to break friendship up just for somebody, I wonder who was the one that tell me he is planing to get "his" answer by digging into your thoughts, i am also wondering who was the one that tell me stuff relating you all of you... and of course, the main "character" of this whole thing which HE keep telling me about, is you, jasmine, you are the main character in his whatever thing he wants to do... Not that I care la... So if you think that I am a worst person there is, than i got to let you know, there are people 100 times worst than me... But, that all is alright... It's ok... I don't really mind what all of you thinks about me... If you think my character suck, that's ok... And really... I got nothing much to said... Yes, We are doing, Heaven's watching... But let me tell you guys these, at the very least... I haven't been doing things just because of jasmine or anybody, i treat everyone equal.. I treat everyone as friends...

Sound like rubbish eh??? LOL.. oh ya, the "who was the one" person, is Charles... lol...."


Well well, yesterday was a blast... My best buddy Eddie Teh, has officially, take Joyce Lim, as his wife, from today onward, they has been known as MR and MRS Teh... Woot... Buddy for 9 years, and finally, he's is married... I am so happy for him... Sob... so touched.... sob.... But nevertheless, Congrats to the both of them!!!


In the meantime, Photos and videos will be posted at a later date due to slow upload process and a great due amount of pictures to be collected... And as a special present, I will combined all of them and do a wedding video Music video and post it on either Youtube, or Veoh, keep on coming back for updates on the wedding!!! Von Voyage!!!





Signing out,
KiraFreedom

Random Stuff... Real Random Part 10

  • Sep. 7th, 2009 at 9:24 PM
KiraFreedom
Before i even start anything, i need to write a "letter" to my darling connie:

Dear Connie darling.
I am so, so sorry for today's argument...
I didn't meant to blow off like that, i shouldn't have just throw my temper at you, but i need you to understand that my heart is just for you... No matter how many girls i might look at on the street, or how many female friends i had, my heart is only for you. I know it's hard for you to believe me, after that incident, but, all i want to said is that i am grateful for everything you have done for me up till today, supporting me when I am down, and agreed with me when NOBODY agreed with me. Dearest, you are nothing but my greatest treasure, and i won't let anybody take that away from me... I will always love you, no matter what happens...

In the end, i just wanna said that I am sorry... I love you...


From your dearest laogong,
Chou Hong...


All right, that done, now to today's event.... Nothing much for today, just wanna said that my Engineering math paper is SO damn easy... Maybe because of these few factors, like for example, i studied for the exam, i pay attention in the class and i did all of Chew's work... and lastly, maybe is because of Vernice's "praying"... but no matter, I just wanna thx all those whom had help me in my math and making me like math, once again. Jasmine, Christoper, Wen Sheng, Gee howe, Qi rong, QQ, and lots more to be name... these guys are great friends, and good study companions... But, I guess... oh well... No use mentioning it now... I have been seen as a "KID" by a KID himself, well, which obviously that HE won't admit it... But no matter... It doesn't concern me ONE BIT... Neither do i care whatever he is said...

I don't go think about 2012's solar storm which going to hit earth, or whatever saying that is going to bring EARTH to the end... I am sorry, I am too "YOUNG" for that... All i am thinking now is about my future, how am I suppose to settle down, start my own family, get a job, own a car, and enjoy myself until the day i die... That all i care... and that all i am thinking about right now...

Since i am a student, I should live my life to it's fullest, and not listening to some universe crap and trying to guess people's thoughts... I am sorry, the rest might take in your words, not me... Like i said, I am 10 years ahead of you...


Why lock up your blog??? Is there something which can't been seen??? But oh well, that your own privacy... I got no RIGHT to intrude into it, as IT's AGAINST the law... Understand???


Lastly, there no NEED to hide, yes, this is for you and you jolly well know what I am talking about... Wake up my idea??? I think you should do the same...










Signing out,
KiraFreedom

Add on:
[So... after locking up your blog, and deleting me from Facebook, and obviously blocking me from MSN, what next??? Why?? Cat caught your tongue or what??? What's with the small acts you are showing me?? So, has the great CHARLES decided to do the little stunt against a KID like me?? Boo-Hoo... That a pity, why not you try to make me go into depression eh??  Since you are so good at it??

I am looking down on you MR... Actually, you are not even worth looking at... A total Failure... That what i see from you... Wonder what the others are thinking?? Maybe... I am the total failure instead of you, eh??]




 


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