Hey people,
Been long since i last update on [Verse of the Day] due to the fact that i been lazy (Honesty is still the best), So today, I am going to write about something personal, and hope that while writing, God can give me some revelation of the question I want to ask...
Nothing special actually, it's actually more on my thoughts. What is it about?? LIFE...
Who's life you might us, well, MY life... You know, sometimes, it hard to relate your story to other people, especially those new friend you just made because, you might not know what their reaction might be, and if your stories, is those, "I used to be a bad person" story, What's their reaction towards THAT story, and how will they feel about you??
For me, I have been a bad guy, those whom know me personally, would know what happen, those that doesn't, well, ask me, then, i will tell you, because there is nothing to hide, and what best of all, I learn from my mistake and aim never to repeat it again. I am in the process of trying, although it's hard and long, because i have been in the comfort zone for so long, it will take time for me to step out of my comfort zone, and step into the world, with faith.
You know readers, I always hear story about how people's life have change when they receive CHRIST as their LORD and SAVIOR, i always ask myself, "
Have i been save? Have my SIN been forgiven??" By the world, I am not, and will never, because, one person told me "A leopard will not change it's spot, and a dog will never change the habit of eating shit". With all these in my mind, it's no wonder that I don't change that much...
Right now, Me and my Baby is struggling in our relationship because of our past, and if those people that forbid our relationship knew about it [I guess they do now], they would definitely jump for joy, and will try all the ways and means to separate us. Once, we had a very big fight, and we had to ask our cell brother Randy & Janelle to be our middleman, so after much talk, he ask me if i want to continue, or break up, I told him this "
I can choose the easy way out, but choose not to because i love her". I believe that all this things that had happen is because GOD want to test us, and had place a test for us.
I remember my baby told me this, "
God will not put you through a test that is too big for you or you cannot handle" And GOD had test our relationship for a reason, because, we have failed to honor him, and praise him. Yes, although we go church every sat, we go cellgroup every thurs, but, we gave tithe and offering, but will do I say that we fail honor him?? Because, we are still in our comfort zone... And GOD is not in the center of our relationship.
GOD is in our life no doubt, but HE is not in the center of our relationship because we had never place HIM in the first place. By doing stuff that should not be done, we had already disappointed HIM. Although my GOD is a merciful GOD, and he will forgive us, how long more can we take his GRACE for granted??
It rarely for me to write these things online, and it rarely that i would even relate this kind of issues here, but i believe that after i click that [POST TO KIRAFREEDOM] button, my life would change, both our life would change, and we will live happily in the name of CHRIST, and we will go to the promise land together, hand in hand, and we can face GOD, without fear.
God want us to grow.. and mature... And No mortal can harm us, no satan, devil can hurt us, for GOD is with us
VERSE OF THE DAY
In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?
Signing out,
KiraFreedom
PS: Baby, i know these is the hardest time for the both of us, but, i assure you, we can do this, let us join hands together and grow in the LORD even more, let our Calling be the one that will glorify GOD, let our LOVE be the shining example to the rest, because our LOVE, is GOD's Love. Bady, I LOVE YOU